Awkward Girl Daily

Hi everyone, anyone, perhaps even no one, I’m… actually i’m not going to say my name, best you not know, well actually it’s better for my if you don’t know, because you could possibly know me and if you did that would be terribly embarrassing and that would also be a good weapon to hold over me as blackmail. So I’m just awkward girl daily, but you can call me awkward ;) because that’s what i am. Stage 1. Admitting what you are. I am awkward. I’m the shy girl, sure i have friends, and sure i don’t tend to get enemies, but i’m quiet to people i dont know, which makes it hard to make friends, or even get boyfriends, because i’m a complete tosser who is too shy to even say hello!

For instance, i went to a party 3 weeks ago, the guy throwing it, uh…. lets call him Jack, was a fairly nice guy, i only knew him really because we’d been to school together in year 8,9 and 10. I went with my friend… Catherine, who said she wouldnt leave me alone, she knew i wasnt very open, get to the party and she sits on his lap facing away from me. Nice girl right?! great friend! little did i know that my best friend was at that party, but she didnt come say hello, she was too busy cuddling up with her “tuning” guy friend who she claims “he’s not my boyfriend!” I was just sitting there, shy and alone, but most of all AWKWARD. -now thats just one of the many examples of my awkwardness, i know it may not seem that awkward written down, but it was… i actually went home after an hour from that party crying because i was so embarrassed. Now i have to admit, this blog was made due to watching the MTV tv show called “AWKWARD” (which i highly recommend, it is a great watch) because i am in awe of Jenna. She, like me, is awkward, but she manages to get the great guy, have great friends, and have a fairly alright life, if you ignore all the shit pulled on her. 

Well there you have it, an intro or “Pilot” to my Blog, i will try and write as often as possible, but as you may have guessed, i live such an amazing, event filled life i may not have much time to write! That was sarcasm by the way, apparently i’m not very good at it… and apparently it doesn’t very much come across as sarcasm on text, because there’s no emotion in it. 

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